What has been for today?

I had a lot of feelings today for many things happened. But I know it is hard to write something creatively or sort of art. I just try to list up everything as very tiny fragments, which someday becomes material for my epic writing.

This morning I dropped in totally 5 places to complete my files to submit the university: photographer, Justice office, printing service, bookstore, transferring service. I think that it was quite lucky for me to pass all these places without any difficulties and with enough supports from the services, except for my ugly photograph that may be due to myself, I am the kind of not good in photos. Sometimes, a funny thinking appears in my mind that if I am not good in photos, how can I have a perfect collection of photos for marriage. On that day, it would surely make my husband headache, haha... Another negative thing is that the transferring cost is too expensive, I have to say thankful to my parents, without whose support, I cannot manage on these days. If one day I must not depend on them, providing that I still do not have a job, I may sell stuff by stuff, clothes, motorbike, cosmetic, imagining that situation that would be a pain when everything used is often sold at very low price, especially those used to be essential and precious to me.

Back to my day's story, at noon, I came back home and took a tired sleeping and then got up in a hunger. I had nothing to eat except for a little cold rice left last night and a little cooked fish. At that time, I was thinking that It would have been better if people do not need to eat. Then I kept fighting with the idea that I have a goal to achieve, I  have a lot of things to do for my plan, I have to try and keep me healthy. It was turned into that I ate up one bowl of rice with fish plus a glass of hot cereal

At 1p.m, I started to go to the library. Actually, jean trousers and shirt that I put on in the morning made me quite tired and stifled, so I decided to dressed up with a lovely dress that is made from very light material and made me look so charming. The librarian told me that I must be going somewhere special with that beautiful dress. In fact, it is casual and  fashion is not always something expensive but something fits your style.

The librarian is very nice. I feel we got friends, we talked much about our life, our dream. I suppose that everyone has the demand of sharing, making friends, being comprehended. Try to open your mouth, smile whenever you meet someone, open your mind to take care of other people even just a little, you will feel how you can change the world, how you can make the others happy.

I studied hard and continuously until about 4p.m, thoughts of Trọng predominated my minds, I really missed him. I even could not remember when the last time we had gone out together had been. In fact, we had just gone out last week and met in dancing class on Sunday afternoon. But as you know, for people in love, time together is never sufficient, and I always feel that it has been a long time I have not seen him. I sent him a message to ask how he was and what he was doing by my sub-phone number. My main number is out of money and I have ever contacted him by that sub one. But nothing came back to me after that message. Sadness became to fill up my soul, my thinking but I still tried to focus on exercises until the library closed. 

On these days, it often rains. I love rain although rain also makes me sad. I came back home with a very heavy and negative feeling about Trong. I kept wondering what happened to him. He always made me long for, worry and expect. Then I found some problem with my main phone number, it could not receive any message this afternoon. After starting up it again, I was extremely happy to see a message from him at 3:30pm. It seems that we thought of each other at the same time. But then that happiness faded away very quickly. He even did not catch the phone when I called to showed him that how happy I was.

Stopping myself wasting time thinking of Trong, I kept fighting again by cooking. I asked my younger sister to make sure that she would have a dinner at home. Then I made sushi or gimbab which is a traditional food from Korean made from seaweed, rice, eggs and some kinds of vegetable such as carrot, cucumber, I like adding green stick bean. I consider this was the first time I could do that food so good-looking and delicious that my younger sister ate up everything, which is one of things making me happy in my life.

There are still an interesting part of this day, about inspiring people but I leave it for another time. I am spending happy moments again by chatting with the beloved one whom you can guess easily, haha.